will anyone know how troubled i am ,

tired i am .

confused i am.

我很累，我真的很累。

i dun wan to make a choice cus i dun wan to regret it.

i dun wan to make a choice cus i always chooses th wrong thing.

i dun wan to make a choice cus i dun wan to hurt anyone.

i dun wan to make a choice cus i dun wan to pull anyone in to th coldwater.

你又知不知不我有多莫痛苦。

*sobsob*

really feel so so so so tired,

crying is not th only way i can express my sorrows.
i can do it through smiling too.

so how many of you can see through me?

( why th both of you are trying to force to to make a choice)

try it in my shoes la,
hen xing ku de leh.

you wan try ma.

D:

sometime being love is so sweet yet,

it is stuck with you .

wo dun wan to think all this now cus i wan to focus on MYE.

so i think i cant.

[thn mumm keep forcing me do something i dunwan]

do you understand i dun wan i really dun wan go .

D': idk wht to do .

- sorry everyone. D: